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[05 Jul 2005|02:12pm] |
dear diary,
last night i went on my first ever 7th and 8th grade camp out. it was lots of fun! we went on a night hike and sat around the camp fire. there were cute boys.
thanks for listening, diary.
jeanine
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20% Upper Midwestern |
10% Yankee |
5% Dixie |
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| take my breath away make everyday worth all of the pain that i've gone through |
[28 Feb 2005|11:14pm] |
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today i dog sat for this beautiful little creature 
whose name is pedro and we took him on lots of adventures to our
friend's houses and then we took him back to legends where we tried to
get him to go to sleep. he's pretty cute and his owner is even cuter.
the end.
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[11 Feb 2005|11:49pm] |
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think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do
tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but
you're perfect together
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say
except fuck you...
i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying
is fuck you...
ani difranco is a mastermind.
hi my name is jeanine and rochester cheerleading still brings me to tears. in other news, the chapman rehearsal dinner was this evening and, as promised, it was QUITE the experience. The end...how many days till camp?
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[23 Jan 2005|11:25pm] |
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Toxic by Britney Spears |
"It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It's taking over me "
Ah, what's a year without breaking a few hearts? Literally.
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Yay for Christmas!
Good things aboug Christmas this year...
- Meredith's birthday party that ryan hosted for her
- Lindsays birthday at the movies when she told her mom that we were sitting with people who kept following us and her mom asked if we knew them
- Christmas Eve Eve that was spent spooning with Aimee and talking on the phone to camp people for 6 hours
- Christmas Eve service that was spent with Aimee giggling about the people around us (for example the girl who drank the wine and then made a disgusted face) and the fact that the entire Chapman clan was there and I didn't even know.
- Christmas morning because Santa pulled through with the Britney perfume I would have died without
- Christmas afternoon because I saw Spanglish with my beautiful sister. It was SO GOOD. Go see it now. I laughed and cried and it was fantastic.
- Christmas night because we had a stellar camp chat room which included plans for pimping out bookies next summer with pictures of JTT, Britney, and Lindsay...UMM AND GISELE obviously, as well as the following quotes which i will include because rachel is the only one who reads this anyway...
Knip01: i can think of other things jeanine likes that rhyme with duff too
jeaninemichelle7: no chris that's you. you're the one who make the children sing muff the tragic wagon WHICH I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT WAS WEIRD
Knip01: hey, i don't make them...they just want it so badly
PressOnNails9: must we talk about this on christmas?
Knip01: YES
PressOnNails9: you have ovaries? want more? you can have mine too
GoggleTracks: keep your fun-sized ovaries tiny tim
Knip01: you should donate yours to science
PressOnNails9: i may
Knip01: nah, i won't sweat
rach72885: don't kid yourself chris
rach72885: that place is like a sauna
rach72885: then once you start dancing it's all over
rach72885: jeanine i can't wait until we live in bookies and we spoon all the live-long day
jeaninemichelle7: hell yea
PressOnNails9: you should just make one giant bed
jeaninemichelle7: we probably will... we thought about that in merms a lot
jeaninemichelle7: it just never happened due to the expansion of the closet
rach72885: and by expansion you mean the shit ending up all over our corner of the room
GoggleTracks: and i know a little something about non-christian conduct
Knip01: like sodomy?
GoggleTracks: ...
GoggleTracks: ...no
rach72885: there's chris taking it over the top again
rach72885: chris just made himself invisible
rach72885: he threatened me
GoggleTracks: how?
GoggleTracks: did he threaten to try and rape you?
jeaninemichelle7: HAHAHA
GoggleTracks: except jeanine had lots of webshots
jeaninemichelle7: which you looked at quite frequently
rach72885: i know i did
rach72885: i was obsessed w/ jeanine before camp
GoggleTracks: i'm only human. she had a hot buddy icon too
Knip01: jeanine was obsessed with me 2 1/2 years ago
jeaninemichelle7: good thing that only lasted about a week
Tomorrow will include the YMCA in the morning for 9 AM step class (that's for you Ash), Christmas with my biker uncle in the afternoon HOLLA, and dinner with CHRISTY in flint (hello ghetto...maybe i'll see michael moore) at night. Then, the next day....KATIE AND ELYSE INVADE....get ready for the welcome party of the century :)
Sleepy time...this one was for you my rachie-poo :)
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| class from 9:30-3:20 meh |
[06 Dec 2004|08:48am] |
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have you ever:
(X) been drunk
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
(X) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex ...GIRL CRUSH HELLO!!!
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
( ) celebrated new years in times square
(X) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(X) celebrated mardi-gras (everyday was mardi gras at west with lindsay)
(X) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
( ) slept with a coworker
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) had a crush on one of my online friends
(X) slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(X) been to Canada
(X) been to Mexico
(X ) been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) been snowboarding
(X) met someone in person from the internet
(X) been moshing at a concert
(X) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
(X) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) tried killing yourself
(X) taken painkillers
( ) intentionally burned yourself
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
a few notes
#1 i spent $78 on hair products this weekend
#2 i can't wait for christmas eve eve and stop day and thursday night dates with reed and the cheerleading reunion party and my work christmas party
#3 i miss camp arcadia
#4 back on the wagon
#5 i love elyse and katie
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| 15 days till i return to the ROC |
[07 Nov 2004|07:08pm] |
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my phone and purse have been found. i think the black belt is in casey's car? it doesn't fit anymore anyway so i guess it doesn't matter all that much.
mommy and daddy are coming to see me on friday for dad's day (yes i'm aware that i will see them for thanksgiving approximately 10 days after that), so this weekend i promise to be the sober driver and i will drive anyone anywhere they want to go, whenever they want to go there. i'm sorry about last night, elyse. i don't know what else to say because i don't know if you are even mad, but i have felt so stupid and horrible all day.
good job this weekend vag- i love you.
it's time to do spanish so that i don't get a c. because if i get a c i can't go to spanish 340 and then what the hell have i been doing working my butt off all semseter for.
sigh. my heart hurts.
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I will say that this Halloween was probably the best Halloween yet...except for in 8th grade when we were all princesses. That was even better. It was definitly better than last year although the drama of it has yet to unfold completely yet.
( halloween piccys )
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[26 Oct 2004|01:44pm] |
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Since Elyse complained about me never updating here we go. This is only because I need a break from the rocks (rocks are dumb, throw boys at them)
6 hours till One Tree Hill
30 hours till Geology test
2 days till Latin America test /Colleen's mom's wedding where I will meet my future husband who might be her brother or maybe just one of his DU friends
4 days till the Britney transformation aka Halloween
16 days till Daddy comes to see me
27 days till KCMarie meets the R-O-C
44 days till Stop Day
Songs you should download....
#1 I Saw, Matt Nathansan
#2 White Houses, Vanessa Carlton
#3 Everything, Lifehouse
#4 Over and Over, Tim McGraw and Nelly
#5 Break Away, Kelly Clarkson
The end. I miss my dad.
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5 people you can't live without: (in no particular order)
1. Meredith Chapman
2. Katie Beam
3. Lindsay LaPaugh
4. Daddy
5. Elyse Weidner
5 foods you eat the most
1. Ben and Jerry's Frozen Yogurt- Chocolate Fudge Brownie
2. Fiesta Chicken
3. SmartOnes Desert
4. Subway Turkey
5. PB&J
5 things you want to do before dying
1. Be published
2. love insanely and without inhabition
3. live in Spain
4. graduate KU
5. change someone's life
5 items you need in day to day life
1. nalgene of water
2. lipchap
3. cell phone
4. away messages
5. text messaging
5 phrases you say most often
1. and by that i mean...
2. that's a hoot
3. im sorry but...
4. vale..mhmm
5. pit it
5 last things you did today
1. got my butt out of bed because i couldn't sleep
2. took my geology lab exam
3. went to the library
4. got a package from home
5. wished miss megan a happy birthday
5 things you wished you had done today
1. worked out
2. seen megan
3. gone to physical therapy
4. recieved my tip check
5. showered HA
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[05 Oct 2004|10:23am] |
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Closure.
The idea that you can shut something out forever, exorcise your demons once and for all. Pah! In your dreams.
Actually, not even in your dreams. Especially not in your dreams. How
can you? ...But the big stuff, the stuff that cuts deep, that's a
different story. The more you try to shut it off, the more persistent
it gets, like a rejected lover. Or rather, how you imagine a rejected
lover to be.
...But memory is a funny thing. I mean, you can never really remember
things as you experienced them, can you? You can, more or less,
remember what happened, but the parts you find significant almost
invariably alter through time.
For instance all the things that used to be significant, all those
empty words that used to roll out of his mouth, which I used to hold to
my chest like a comfort blanket, have all but vanished. They mean
nothing.
-The Ex Factor, Andrea Semple
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| i like it better when it hurts |
[29 Sep 2004|11:49pm] |
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Right now I am attempting to be above an away message fight so I will post what I would like my away message to be here instead.
One thing I've learned in life...if a boy leaves you in a bed, he's not coming back.
or
One thing I've learned in life...if you are naked in a boy's bed it
does not mean he is sleeping with you, it just means you are naked.
In other news, I got a C+ on my english paper. I have never gotten
anything lower than an A on a college paper so this made me want to
throw myself off the top floor of Fraiser. That combined with the 65% I
got on my spanish test (granted the class average was 67% so I didn't
do THAT horribly) and I'm really doing great in my major classes.
Along with having physical therapy because they can't figure out why my
lower legs are bruising from the inside out and feeling like shit all
day long, today was just fantastic.
I am so emo it kills me.
Chicago in 13 days.
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"Do not show him your feelings because if you do, he will take your feelings and he will break them." -Brenda Martinek
The more I think about what happened on Friday the madder I get. So
there's this big ball of madness that is creeping around my thoughts
and pissing me off more and more as it rolls over my heart again. I
don't even know why I'm so upset about it, maybe because I know he's
not.
I don't wanna fall to pieces I just wanna sit and stare at you. But you don't wanna talk about it. -Avril
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[26 Sep 2004|01:37am] |
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one issue with getting the thing you want is wanting it all the time, that much more.
that's the only drunken thought for tonight.
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| slow motion for me move in slow motion for me |
[18 Sep 2004|09:04pm] |
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Dear friends,
This morning I talked to Lindsay at 8:30 my time and she was wasted and going to babysit. Can you imagine those kids? They must have thought taht Lindsay was an absolute hoot.
Currently I am sitting at Elseys...um I just forgot how to spell her name, waiting for her to get ready so we can go to Brett's for his birthday. Casey's mother will be there and I can not wait because Brenda is THE BEST! Oh how I love her. Then we are going to Tim's dance party and hopefully getting some ass in the process.
I am only writing about these things because I am a bit drunk and there is nothing else to write about.
Now I will talk about the fact that I stopped drinking this year because I am on a diet and I don't think it's as big a deal as it used to be. I mean that freshman year is insane and going out every single Wednesday through Saturday is imperitive, but now I just don't think it's as big of a deal so when i want to I do and otherwise I don't. That is all there is to say about that.
Now I will include some photos of what is going on right now at 707.  We are so desperate for ze drinks that we called (collectively) Tim, Brandon, Brandon, Brett, Liz and god only knows who else. I almost knocked on the door of the people across the hall also known as the neighbors but I stopped because apparently a girl lives there. That is not ok. In any event, this is me right now.  Woot woot!
This evening Elyse and I have very specific goals and if they do not get accomplished I will never update again. That is all there is to say. That and the fact that some waitress at Paisanos recognized me from Color Studio. Good lawd.
Love, princess
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[16 Sep 2004|01:16am] |
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Currently I am sitting at Elyse's house because her and Brandon came and captured me and promised me presants. I am spending the night here because they captured me because I told them I was too depressed to move. Brandon is being inappropriate and I have to work everyday for the rest of the week.
The Time magazine this week is about Islam. I suggested to Elyse that she go buy it and read it cover to cover because it might help her deal with her dysfunctional Islam friend. And by that I mean Todd.
A few notes. When I was in Goodwill looking for my 80's garb I found these costumes  which I was tempted to buy so that the critter race could live on next year.
In other news, my feelings on today can best be described by the following photograph.  .
Brandon just found a vibrator under Elyse's bed. It is not actually a vibrator unlike what you might find under Casey's bed.
I miss Lindsay. The end.
#4 goodday
if rachel reads this and doesn't comment I WILL KILL HER
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| i heart ashlee avril hillary and britney forever |
[09 Sep 2004|08:38pm] |
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Undiscovered
Ashlee
Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave
Like the taste of my kiss on your lips
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away
Touch me now, how I wanna feel something so real
Please remind me, my love
And take me back
Cause I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing, I'm suffocating without you
Until you feel it too
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreamin' that you'll walk right through my door
It's then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cause I don't wanna be alone
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
I need you
Cause I can't fake
And I can't hate
But it's my heart that's about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you
There's no doubt
I freak out
I'm left out
Without you
I'm without
I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
side note...i have had subway for 4 of the past 6 days. who am i? jared? spain might not happen till junior year :( i interviewed for a SWEET ASS job and hope that i will hear from them within the next week and i'm going to the library to seduce katie beam in about an hour.
oh ps the family is coming tomorrow. this will be QUITE the weekend with the phi psi bid day party (jazzercise/ 80's theme what??) on saturday and god knows what else. hopefully we go shopping a lot.
okay love you byebye
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